Time away

It has been a week or more since I last posted anything. I know bad bad me. I took some time to be with friends. Time that I much needed. Being back home alone, I do not care for much. I must make more time to be with those that has helped me through so much. Granted to them they might see just a friend visiting for a short spell but to me it was such an eye open experience. While I was gone I discovered that it really doesn't matter what you do as long as you are happy.

Next Task

After cleaning my apartment, my next task will be to set aside a hour a day to focus on my writing. You see while doing some research online I discovered the more Ebooks you have on the market to sell the better chance they will do just that. I want to expand and finish all pieces of stories that I have already started except maybe the story of my life because that one is on-going.

Bucket List

Not long ago I wrote of a friends passing. Shortly after his death, I have decided to break out of all my fears and to start checking items off of my so called Bucket List.
My bucket list doesn't contain things like: visit the Grand Canyon, visit Mount Rushmore, etc. Granted if I get that chance I will, if not, so be it. My bucket list contain things like walk in the darkness of the unknown. Darkness in a room or someplace you know the layout is not unknown. Darkness as in just out exploring any place and darkness falls you keep going without the use of any light. I must admit recently I had the chance to check this one off my list yet my fear of the unknown darkness stopped me. I will overcome the unknown darkness.
Another thing on my bucket list was to attend a party that someone took time to invite me to. This last weekend I was able to check that one off.
All the items on my bucket list are more of a personal list to help me grow and experience all I can while I am alive on this planet we call Earth.
I do not have any ideal how the things on my bucket list will come to slowly dissappear but I know IF THERE IS A WILL THERE IS A WAY!

Thoughts I wrote

Growing up I always thought by my age, late thirties, I would have a well paying job, a place to live, a car, and if I was really lucky I would have someone by my side to share it all.
Reality, I live by myself in a very small apartment. I draw SSI, Supplemental Security Income. Pretty much it boils down to welfare for the disabled. I depend on friends and family to get anywhere I need or desire to go. Of course, the real close places I walk.
I even have to depend on friends and family just to eat everyday.
Since I can't work I write. Some say I write like a professional. They say I write to where the reader desires to flip the page just to see what will come next in the story.
I do not give up for not long ago I was living out of a tent.
I have Ebooks for sell in hopes that one day I can be the person that will be able to give back in any form when someone may need the help.